What do you think?

Good evening!!! How are y'all doing?

Past few days has been pretty tiring for me. Especially these 2 days. Went to work yesterday and met my friend, till like 4 plus am? I thought I could sleep when I got home. I was very tired, but was unable to sleep. Then I only slept for like 2 hours, before I head out again.

Had a long chat with my mummy when I got home, talking about my dad.  We all know, we all say, even if (touchwood) he past on, we still gotta move on with life. Still gonna go back to school, go to work, and such. Can't possibly be moaning about it for the rest of our life. But when things really happen, how strong are we able to pick ourselves up? We all know what's the right way face these things when things like this happen. But then again, no one knows how is it gonna be like. As long as he is still around, and as long as we're living, many of us .. as much as possible, wanna not think about it. Or hope for the impossible. It's the glimpse of hope that haunt us.

Well anyway, just live each day to the fullest, yeah?

So today, probably spent my day at Chua Chu Kang with sweetie. She was doing her own work, and I was looking around for something to sketch (that woman above). Pretty lousy sketch, so incomplete. I got pretty much distracted by the surroundings, then I stopped working on it. & know, I really need to watch my wallet. Need to start saving. I've been spending excess money on a new habit I got caught up with recently, and it's seriously burning my wallet. It's a necessity but not exactly a need?



Lives like candle in the wind

12:34am

I'm typing this only cos someone's bugging me. Telling me to type. I can't think of anything to type now seriously.........

Well well, celebrated my friend's birthday on Friday night and got home the next morning. and spent my saturday sleeping.  hmm, what else? NOTHING ALRDY

HAPPY? MY DEAR FRIEND?? CAN'T WAIT FOR OUR CHEESE FONDUEEEEEE ^^

∆n evening

Someone just asked me why is it so empty. So here I am, adding an entry.

Hmm, what should I say?

Well, for the past week, I've been pretty busy. Not with work, but probably.. entertainment? & I think I really need to control a bit, cos I see my health getting affected quite a bit. & well, please don't think I'm trying to escape or something like that. I just needed that.  Some times, we all get tired of quiet life isn't it?  LITERALLY quiet.. Like the never moving life. If.. you know what I mean.

Lots of liquids and ashes, damaging my body much. I can't seem to take in proper meals these days. Its like the moment I put them in my mouth, I would feel like vomiting.  ( Gotta make this entry quick, cos I gotta leave soon)

Tomorrow's gonna be my first day to work (like finally) and oh, I've signed up for my driving license recently (: Who wants to be the first to be in my car? (: okay, 2nd maybe.


Life's a bitch, so suck thumb yeah.

Warm afternoon

I found no reason for me to keep walking or building a thin line of ice that has probably broke. Let it melt, as they said. It will reform, if there's a need to.

Some times, trying doesn't save anything but will only get yourself killed. Especially when you're trying by yourself. Others have already neglected it. That shows the importance of it to them.

Good afternoon, I'm having my lunch before I go out later (: Have a great day ahead, everyone!




Let it be left broken.

A new space

Hi I'm back.

For so long I've been gone from blogging. For so long, I've not been myself. Like, myself. Or someone I'm not. I won't call it running away, maybe I just need to take a break from being myself.

& at least, I've learnt the meaning of, "who's truly there for you". People you wished would be there, will never be there. & people who're there, are people who'll never walk away from you no matter what you've become to, or what changed you. Even if it pisses you, you'll never wanna give up. Those are the ones, that are real. The rest are just lies. A heart never dies, if you're a real thing.

Don't wish, don't dream.