To my dearest.

I will never let this happen again. I really love you, and I never want us to be apart. I will never wanna do anything that will upset you again. It hurts. I love you a lot a lot.

I know you don't need me anymore.. Cos I'm a bitch, I'm a slut..

I didn't want to speak.. I didn't want to look at you.. Cos I know I will cry.. I don't wanna cry in front you

A part of me wanted to give up on myself, a part of me..... Can't leave my family like this