Some times I really wonder if you love me now. Am I gonna end up as one of your flings?
The way you speak to me has changed, your little actions and such. It seems like it has became a task instead of really "care and concern" - simple stuffs like JUST sending me down... to make sure I'm safe and stuff. I just wanna see your effort. Yes, you're working hard at work for us.....but simple things like this.. it doesn't take away anything from you.. I don't know.. how can someone even get lazy to send the one the love down? If it's friends instead.. I can understand.. But..?
The way you speak....... Has changed... You never used to talk to me like this... Many times you used that hooligan way of speech to talk.. Even when I asked you how much you spent on Lotto... You knew what I was asking, yet you keep changing it. I was only concerned about your cash flow, yet you could reply me in this kind of manner.. Seriously..? I nag.. I do. You nag at me too isn't it? But I never talk like the way you did. I even listen to them. Do you? Haven't you realised MOST of the times when you ask me do things, I do it immediately? It's only till recently.. I'm starting to think it's a little too much.. and simple things I asked you to help, you wouldn't.
You irritated me. And went overboard. I was supposed to even apologise when you started the entire thing for like these days? Just cos I accidentally hit your face? I don't get it.. really.. and then I was told to just go home.. I bet you just went to sleep.....
what has this becoming to?
the worse thing is - we don't seemed to have anything to really talk about anymore.. calls and messages were getting shorter and shorter...... & when I share my stuff when I'm angered or irritated..the way you reply makes it feel like..replying for the sake of it..Maybe it isn't that way.. but it feels like that...
Are you by any chance, losing interest already? Or climbing over my head already? How much do you really love me? Some times I really wonder if your love is as much as you mentioned.. Cos really basic things.. You already dislike doing it.
