What's right and what's wrong? We were both wrong.
Since long ago, when I was little, you guys were too busy. I was lonely.. Gradually, I'm used to not having y'all ard when I grew older. It's really... Sickening.. You guys didn't have any time for me back then, then when y'all get a little bit of time, it's just lectures. What to do and not to do. Every single time. Can't go out with friends, can't talk on the phone. This and that. Then I'm supposed to be locked at home right after school, and holidays.
When I started to lie, and then it became a habit... If y'all found out, won't y'all be upset and disappointed? But you guys made things like that... Just when I'm used to not having y'all ard, I was told to sit still and then it starts to repeat things in the past. Whose fault was it?
Business is one thing. Family is another.. Does it mean you have business, you can neglect me? Brothers, too. Have their own fun during their younger days, and similarly, threw me aside.. Now that y'all are over with that, y'all wanna tie me down. What right do y'all have when you all always neglect me and leave me all alone. And when I'm
Used to it, I just wanna get some air outside, y'all tie me down.
Don't expect me to be close to y'all, or share things with y'all when you guys never really spend time with your sister. Cos I don't feel a tad bit close to y'all. You guys only order and make me do this and that, without really understand me or talk to me. Never ever really try to understand my feelings and just do what you think it's right. That's not how things works.
Whether I'm right or wrong, you guys should learn to listen and understand before telling me what to do. Think of a a way to speak, not order me.
Siblings that are equivalent to strangers.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
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