Today, I've decided to go far beyond myself. And be someone I'm not. Let judgments decide who I am, cos it didn't matter anymore. Least I know I'm clear of crimes. But let me screw myself up. Just this once, and I'll get back on track. Cos I'm falling right deep under and I'm giving up on myself this time.

I'm sorry I couldn't live up to your expectations, dad. Or I couldn't be what you named me as. I'm not as strong as you think I am. Today, I'll drop my mask off, and just fall. I'm sorry, but I'll get back on track some day. I ain't gonna fight anymore. Cos since I came here, I've already lost. I always thought I could fight, but I never succeed.

1,2,3,4 times. I'm as good as dead. Goodbye! See ya around some day.

When the sun decided to shine.