Tell me what should I do if he walks out of my life.

Many a times when incident occur, it's always because of me. I feel so guilty about it, & it really hurt me so bad. I don't want this to be the 2nd time I'm regretting. And if things were to happen, I'll be the reason for it. Cos it always seems like the case.

I'm not a human at all. How can be like this, when a life is already on the line. Someone who cares the most about me, who dotes me the most. Am I still a human. Why am I so heartless. Have you ever seen anyone, already seems like their last breath, with their eyes clothes, fighting their very best to be "awake" and yet calling out for you?

I know, I'm really a bad daughter, I really do not know how to face you some times. Cos I'm very guilty about how I have made you felt. How I have made you cried and faint like this.

我不想在哭了。

跟我在一起真的那么辛苦吗。 你会后悔吗？你会不会有一天放弃我。如果有那么一天，那我应该提放吗。我不想在会有不想活的态度对待生活。因为我根本没勇气也没信心。我的生活，老实说我很早就放弃了。只是在勉强的拼。

我还能说什么？ 笑吧。

在爱情里，单单的爱是不够的。
在家庭里，单单的爱也是不够的。
在友情里，单单的信任是不够的。

做人真烦。做人很麻烦。做人很累。

有时候真的会希望睡了就不在也会醒来。。。

Maybe it's just my thinking.

I thought we're one of the best, but actually, we're far from it.


Should I or not.................................................. God I need an answer from you.

Special Someone

I'll never wanna let you go. For you have played one of the biggest part in my life. I'm so happy to have met you. Thanks for everything and I'll be looking forward to the day you place a ring in my finger (: love you my dearest dragon.