Chips and Coffee

3:28am

Few nights ago, I was blogging about some thing, and did not post it up. I decided not to. Maybe when the time comes, I will.

Past few days has been pretty good, and busy. Things are getting better. Just that there were still times when I break down. But those times are minimal. I start to feel lost in my own emotions. I don't know what exactly was I upset about. I don't know why exactly did I break down for. But then again, it's alright. I'll get by, somehow.

Anyway, I've still have a lot work to do. I'm working on it, and hope I'll get it done before the deadline. And I'll make sure I'll do well..... It's not about "doing your work" - It's about getting into the right mood, so your ideas will start coming in right? Yes, right. Forcing yourself, won't get you anywhere...

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I think life's a little too amazing some times. Life likes confusing you. Giving you hope and then mess up your emotions cos you realised you had been fooled by life - some times. Yet on the other hand, it can give you plenty of happiness. (But rip everything away instantly some times) - Maybe because life realised you're having too much of happiness and decided to take everything away, just so you can get a taste of bitterness. How mean.

Lately, I've been meeting people by coincident everywhere I go. & wherever I am at. And I always receive something after these meetings. Pure coincidence or was it fate? And every time after this sort of thing, I'll start to contemplate whether I should remain. I had my mind set. But I got myself confused again.


I'll see you someday, back home.

Goodnight.


(I wanna have bread and pudding dessert now!)