我竟然而然让我最爱的人哭。

Is this really how it supposed to work? If either party made a mistake, are you supposed to punish them?

Can anyone tell me what is the definition of a healthy relationship?

Changes, is it supposed to be taught by someone, or taught by situations?

Do you accept the person you knew from the beginning and let them change through process and nature or do you groom them to become better so they know how to deal with society?

Society or is the person who walks the journey with you?

What's the answer? Or is there any answer?

I don't know if we have change, or was the environment changing us.

Some times, I wonder why can't he talk to me nicely. Why can I ask things if it concerns me. After all, I'm your "wife" right? Even if you don't know how to explain, or anything, just say it... not.. "Shut up, Shut up, Shut up"... it's rude..

Just follow as you say.. yes, I will, but why can't I know what's going on? It made me feel like your daughter instead some times.. I know I may be a kid to you now.. but why can't at the least, listen to what I have to say some times? Like regarding my card issues.. I know you're helping me.. I know.. and I'm very happy and thankful for you helping me to get my things settled.. But why won't you listen to me, when I said I've already did what the banker told you exactly? Why won't you believe me? I just feel.. really low about myself. Like.. am I that useless.. or ignorant..? Like there's nothing, not a single thing that is worth listening? Like I'm just a kid, and it stays at there? What do you really like about me?

Some times.. I feel like its better to just keep my shut throughout. Cos I feel my comments aren't necessary at all.. Like really.. I feel like your daughter instead, some times. Sweet nothings aside, the way we talk.. it doesnt feels like couples some times.. feels more like a Dad and Daughter.

Me; you

I'm like this because I'm too afraid to trust females that I never recognize as some one I know, and afraid my love one would run away some day, even though I'm sure he won't.

It's bad, but my past created me. I don't and never will give any friend a 101% trust too cos you'll never know what they can do to you.


And I'm afraid that I'll be abandoned by him for some one else. that's why I became like this. He showed and alrdy proved that he won't, but some times.... 人说变就变... Because I've been cheated way too much by sweet nothings..

I know it's wrong for me to be feeling this way. It's unfair to him. I guess I need to be more confident with myself..

Just saying.

人就是这样- 拥有了一个，还是不会满主的。就是那么自私，贪心。

女人的心是自私的； 男人的眼睛是贪心的。

Well ................

How do I like something I hate. Something that disgust me, something that i feel is disrespecting me. How do i learn to like it. Just wondering.

I should have went home when you told me to. I wouldn't have to see it. And at Safra, we're gonna do our own things, you play game, I'll go Kbox and sing. We have nothing in common where by we can have fun and enjoy just by ourselves. It's just a little sad.
I'm just.. A little envious of couples who can totally enjoy alone themselves, but we don't seem to be able to. Just.... A little envious...

Maybe soon, he'll be bored of me. Cos he seems bored some times, we seems bored. We talked about doing this and that. Cycling, rollerblading, or anything but we never really have the time for it. Time to create memories. But we did have a short getaway to
Batam, Which I'm thankful and happy. But it's sad, but we don't have a choice. We don't have the time to create memories. Time is unfortunately equivalent to money.
But it's sadder when we can't enjoy or have fun, with us being together alone. We can't spice it up alone. What should I do?