I'm like this because I'm too afraid to trust females that I never recognize as some one I know, and afraid my love one would run away some day, even though I'm sure he won't.
It's bad, but my past created me. I don't and never will give any friend a 101% trust too cos you'll never know what they can do to you.
And I'm afraid that I'll be abandoned by him for some one else. that's why I became like this. He showed and alrdy proved that he won't, but some times.... 人说变就变... Because I've been cheated way too much by sweet nothings..
I know it's wrong for me to be feeling this way. It's unfair to him. I guess I need to be more confident with myself..
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