Thursday, April 5, 2012

I don't know if we have change, or was the environment changing us.

Some times, I wonder why can't he talk to me nicely. Why can I ask things if it concerns me. After all, I'm your "wife" right? Even if you don't know how to explain, or anything, just say it... not.. "Shut up, Shut up, Shut up"... it's rude..

Just follow as you say.. yes, I will, but why can't I know what's going on? It made me feel like your daughter instead some times.. I know I may be a kid to you now.. but why can't at the least, listen to what I have to say some times? Like regarding my card issues.. I know you're helping me.. I know.. and I'm very happy and thankful for you helping me to get my things settled.. But why won't you listen to me, when I said I've already did what the banker told you exactly? Why won't you believe me? I just feel.. really low about myself. Like.. am I that useless.. or ignorant..? Like there's nothing, not a single thing that is worth listening? Like I'm just a kid, and it stays at there? What do you really like about me?

Some times.. I feel like its better to just keep my shut throughout. Cos I feel my comments aren't necessary at all.. Like really.. I feel like your daughter instead, some times. Sweet nothings aside, the way we talk.. it doesnt feels like couples some times.. feels more like a Dad and Daughter.

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